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I’m stupid sometimes

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so the whole topic of ‘you dont have enough money to do blah blah blah’ just came up again

basically, in realistic terms, if I was living on my own here, I’d be paying £800 ish rent a month for a flat, so basically, per week I would be £30 off the amount needed to live and thats without art and cosplay. 

So basically, I don’t have the time or money to do cosplay or my art anymore.

But thats okay.

Y’know, just work work work.

Nothing but work.

No friends, no cons, anything.

Just enough to live and get buy in life.

Seems thats a regular existance right there.

I dont apprechiate people telling me I wouldnt be able to survive on my own, and that I have no idea. 

It’s just how fucking expensive this shit hole of an island is.

I know people in England who’s council tax for a 2 bedroom house with living room etc is £80 a week.

Over here you’d be looking at about £800+

It’s depressing and upsetting to be told what you love is a hobby, but everything must ALWAYS, ALWAYS come first. bar happyness and everything. 

Sorry but I cant do that. 


guys have I ever mentioned how much magic!england and young!england with all the magical creatures intrigues me?

or like, the pictures when only he can see all the creatures like unicorns and dragons - I love them I’m just like andsfknd